Anaealrhan

Well I know it's been a little while since I updated anything here, so here goes... I found a full time job and moved out of my parent. My iMac crashed and won't power up, and I currently don't have funds to get it fixed, so I have no photoshop or Illustrator to work on my artwork... Grrrrrrrrrrrrr. I have been trying to respark creative juices flowing but honestly there hasn't been much. I'm still working on forcing myself to file my fucking divorce papers. Life is just stagnating. I did go out on the town about a week and a half ago, and met a chick and seemed to hit it off, kissed her and ended up getting my ass kicked for it by her date..

Hey look, 2 journal entries within a month of one another. Maybe I am really back. I have been working on some new artwork, and over the last several months I have done several new jewelry pieces as well. I will do my best to get them uploaded soon. I am in the process of looking for work, and will be going back to college full time in the fall, or at least that is the current plan. Not much new in my world since my last Journal entry, but hey, at least I am posting.

Well everyone, I know I have been away a while as seems to be par for the course, for me lately. Life has been a real turmoil, in the world of Anaealrhan. As I am sure most of you saw that my youngest daughter Ashleigh was murdered in her 14th week of pregnancy last year. I sank into the pits of the abyss emotionally. Most people would. It was a long hard fight to be able to do much of anything for months. Hell it was a struggle just to make myself shower and eat. I finally started to pull myself up by the bootstraps in October, and started to sink again in November. The end of December, right before Christmas :raeadhani: my wife of 10 years,